Hi everyone!
My name is Ryan, I'm a 16 year old boy from the Netherlands.
In this blog I'm going to tell you about my life daily.
As I said, I'm 16 years old and I live in the Netherlands, do i like it here? No not really. But when I'm 18 i plan to move too New York or a smaller town.
Being gay is not easy, especially when you're still going to high school.
The people there are cruel.
I Always wonder if other people with the same age have the same problems as me. Life is just so complicated.
I've lived my whole live in the same town until i moved last year. It was a small place and a small house. There was only one high school in the neighbourhood. Everyone who lived around here was going to that school. I found myself some friends quite easily. But it was Christmas break. What was going to happen after that?
When school started after a week, i made new friends. They seemed so nice and they told me; '' The people you're hanging out with are losers.'' So i questioned myself with who i should hang out. My loser friends who really liked me for me. Or my new friends who didn't know the real me.
If i told them i was gay, i don't know what would've happened but i stopped hanging out with them and started hanging out with other people.
In the town i live there is a lot of drug use, even people under 18 use drugs. I shouldn't of started but i still did. I remember the first time i smoked weed. It was all so easy around here. You could just ask a friend if he had some or a number of a dealer.
It was so easy i started doing it very often. Just because it was so easy. I became addicted. It is now summer break of 2016 and i use very often. Almost everyday, and i don't likethat i use drugs but i do like the feeling it gives me.
Now more about me. I love the band 5 seconds of summer. People around here don't really like them so i'm kinda alone. I went to both their concerts in the Netherlands and i met a lot of my internet friends. It was awesome. I also really like Twenty One Pilots.
I hope you like my blog. I'll post at least every week.
Being gay is not easy, especially when you're still going to high school.
The people there are cruel.
I Always wonder if other people with the same age have the same problems as me. Life is just so complicated.
I've lived my whole live in the same town until i moved last year. It was a small place and a small house. There was only one high school in the neighbourhood. Everyone who lived around here was going to that school. I found myself some friends quite easily. But it was Christmas break. What was going to happen after that?
When school started after a week, i made new friends. They seemed so nice and they told me; '' The people you're hanging out with are losers.'' So i questioned myself with who i should hang out. My loser friends who really liked me for me. Or my new friends who didn't know the real me.
If i told them i was gay, i don't know what would've happened but i stopped hanging out with them and started hanging out with other people.
In the town i live there is a lot of drug use, even people under 18 use drugs. I shouldn't of started but i still did. I remember the first time i smoked weed. It was all so easy around here. You could just ask a friend if he had some or a number of a dealer.
It was so easy i started doing it very often. Just because it was so easy. I became addicted. It is now summer break of 2016 and i use very often. Almost everyday, and i don't likethat i use drugs but i do like the feeling it gives me.
Now more about me. I love the band 5 seconds of summer. People around here don't really like them so i'm kinda alone. I went to both their concerts in the Netherlands and i met a lot of my internet friends. It was awesome. I also really like Twenty One Pilots.
I hope you like my blog. I'll post at least every week.
